soon to be a 30 year old in college

Yesterday I finally had the spare $25 for the college application fee. I had already filled out the financial aid application.. this morning i took the assesment test... in ten days i have to call the student center to register for classes they have people to help me do this thank goodness.. i have to wait 10 days for the results of my testing... they need an i don't know answer button they don't have and you have to guess well i am hoping i guessed wrong because i don't want them to think i know more than i do in math... i suck in math... anyways i picked human services.. though you have to be approved into the program so its general studies to work towards it till accepted... i am excited and nervous about starting... i definatly will need to do school shopping for me as well as Dylan i do not want to look like a yucky dressed mom lol

WOW I haven't been on here for a while

Well I have pretty much at a plateau with weightloss for the last few months. but there has been alot going on. the building i lived in got forclosed i got a 30 days notice and had to find a new place and be out by june 1.. I was ... I found a new place its bigger and better and it doesn't rain inside lol... I like it... Alexis can play on the floor here cause its all carpet.... Hmmm what else Dylan graduated 8th Grade YAY!!! Hoping he'll go to whittier vo tech but we don't know yet..Keep fingers crossed... Last week i went out to a concert to see Dierks Bentley it was good time and saturday I went to the Henhouse to see this local Guy Tim Cannon play.. i got ditched and ended going alone but it was cool.... i can't believe its almost July... Alexis is seeing a nuerologist on July 8th as she is still not walking but the doctors aren't to concerned just think she is taking her time she is 19 mos i cannot believe in 5 short months she'll be 2.. or that Dylan is going to highschool how weird is that...

Updating

well now i am weighing in at 253.4 now i am down 36.6 lbs, i am really anxious for when it says -50lbs that will feel like a good accomplishment. i had hit a plateau for a few weeks but this week i started walking, yesterday i actually walked twice once for an actuall walk and once because i was looking for Dylan who was out with his friend, plus with the warmer weather i think it may be a bit easier, i still want to join the ymca but i've needed to catch up on some things before i can spend the money on that, on another note about my life i have finally made up my mind about weather to take up social services or early childhood for school. i am going to apply for finacial aide and fill out the applucation and i have to take an assesment test. its gonna be for the fall semester. i'll be able to have the whole summer with my kids, now that Alexis is at the age where i can take her to play grounds and such so that will be fun. I also want to do a few more things just Dylan and I. Like go to a movie or bowling and something along those lines.. i am really trying to move on from the past and live for the future

just updating

haven't done my official weigh it yet... but occassionally i jump on the scale probably shouldn't so often...i am afraid that i may be at a plateu for the weight loss... i keep saying i am going to join the ymca then something comes up and doesn't happen.. i believe i really need to add it in.. minus 35 is good but i have way more to go and i would like to get going on my next mini goal which is 20 lbs to be at 235. that should make me feel a bit better as i have jeans that will fit me from before i got pregnant...i am trying to go at smaller intervals... i am planning on rewarding myself when i lose these next 20 maybe a new hairstyle or a manicure

more bumps on the road

so anyways had a stressfull few days but i have a support and people to talk to so i know its all going to be ok.. Rob and I are done, I cannot keep being a gamepiece in is games it hurts way to much.. i weighed this morning and it said 255.6 so i am staying on track with that

do you see any difference yet?

so the pic to the left is me at 290lbs and the pic at the right is me at 255lbs.. i think i look a bit smaller more of a shape than a big ball lol

i will take another comparison pic at 230 lbs i think... i think my face looks less round as well i do know i am at a different angle in this pics and in one the baby's in the way i tried to be at around the same distance from the camera... so anyways is there a visable difference???

A new scale

Well i got a digital scale because i believe that will be more accurate than the dial scale i was using which says i am 255 but the digital says 259 so i am gotta start keeping track from that weight from now on..i got a new scale i made me 4 lbs heavier lol but i believe this is more accurate so anywho......... i have started counsiling i am hoping this will help me on my journey