Updating

well now i am weighing in at 253.4 now i am down 36.6 lbs, i am really anxious for when it says -50lbs that will feel like a good accomplishment. i had hit a plateau for a few weeks but this week i started walking, yesterday i actually walked twice once for an actuall walk and once because i was looking for Dylan who was out with his friend, plus with the warmer weather i think it may be a bit easier, i still want to join the ymca but i've needed to catch up on some things before i can spend the money on that, on another note about my life i have finally made up my mind about weather to take up social services or early childhood for school. i am going to apply for finacial aide and fill out the applucation and i have to take an assesment test. its gonna be for the fall semester. i'll be able to have the whole summer with my kids, now that Alexis is at the age where i can take her to play grounds and such so that will be fun. I also want to do a few more things just Dylan and I. Like go to a movie or bowling and something along those lines.. i am really trying to move on from the past and live for the future

just updating

haven't done my official weigh it yet... but occassionally i jump on the scale probably shouldn't so often...i am afraid that i may be at a plateu for the weight loss... i keep saying i am going to join the ymca then something comes up and doesn't happen.. i believe i really need to add it in.. minus 35 is good but i have way more to go and i would like to get going on my next mini goal which is 20 lbs to be at 235. that should make me feel a bit better as i have jeans that will fit me from before i got pregnant...i am trying to go at smaller intervals... i am planning on rewarding myself when i lose these next 20 maybe a new hairstyle or a manicure

more bumps on the road

so anyways had a stressfull few days but i have a support and people to talk to so i know its all going to be ok.. Rob and I are done, I cannot keep being a gamepiece in is games it hurts way to much.. i weighed this morning and it said 255.6 so i am staying on track with that