( this picture is when i was about 290 lbs)well I have decided that I need to make changes in my life, I want to find a new me. I need to change in some drastic ways both emotional and physical. I have been on a pretty emotional rollercoaster for quite a while in my life. Last year started with my boyfriend of 3 years dying and ended me having my second child a babygirl Alexis who will be 1 year old on November 17,2007. I also have a son Dylan who will be 14 in March. So anyways Rob the love of my life my childrens father came back to me after my boyfriend had died, He promised me the world but it hasn't quite worked that way. It has me kind of depressed because having him with us being a family is always what i have dreamed even when i tried moving past the first time he broke my heart to shreds... so thats the emotional... as for the physical part i was about 250 lbs when i got pregnant ended being 290 lbs day before delivery when Alexis was one month was back to 250 lbs thats good 40 lbs but i was on depo and gained 40 lbs right back well i haven't really done anything but decided to follow the points system by weight watchers yesterday so i had to weigh myself and i was at 275 lbs so somehow i lost 15 lbs !! well i certainly can't tell.. But here is a plan I have a water jug that holds 74 oz i want to drink one a day at least, I want to follow the points.. I need to start exercizing eventually i want to join the ymca.
I also think i want to find a councilor maybe that would help as well..
Well heres to finding a new me
I also think i want to find a councilor maybe that would help as well..
Well heres to finding a new me
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